Friday, February 19, 2010

i know i should be better...

ok let's see what's been going on...

My Grandfather passed away Jan 2. I must admit it was a bitter sweet feeling. I loved him so. I miss him still but am so happy for him.

My Grandmother passed away 2 weeks later. This was a lot harder for me to deal with. I lost a solid rock in my life. I loved her so and always thought she'd be here forever. I always felt guilty I didn't stick up for her when people especially family would be mean and correct her and sometimes argue with her over what day it was. I never understood why people would do that to someone who's mind was gone. What I noticed was that the emotion of her getting her feelings hurt lasted longer than her memory of the act. It still bothers me....anyways I'm glad she's got her mind back and she's fully restored but I miss those stories and I miss her.

I'm having a baby. SON OF A BITCH! i know!!!

I started back in school and actually kinda enjoy it. I don't have my math book and I still have a B. I decided I'll try for an A since I can't do and better than a B with out the book. so I broke down and ordered it online. lol

Seany is growing to fast. He's so jealous of any kid that has a younger sibling. When Jess had her son Conner he would ask me how come he doesn't have his own baby Connor like Kiera. He really is the sweetest.

He loves pre-school. I recomend it to anyone. The socialization, the games, the learning and just the all around fun are worth every penny. He could talk very well before but now it feels like I'm talking to a 6 yr old! He's so smart and it is Amazing to watch. He loves to read, loves the library, and loves tv! lol

Sorry no pics. my comp died and I can't find my cable to upload onto my dad's comp. so maybe next time.